veryyyy veryyyyyyyy expect

Did you know? I was found the first boy in my life (except my brother and my dad) who dared to say such it to me, I began to fall in love, how's this? but I very very worry if my hopes very high and then I fall on the same hole with the past
oh God, but I can't lie to my feeling that I really expect him!
I've too often expect with a sad ending, therefore now i very very very carefull for this case so that the things like past don't happen again! because it's veryyyyyyyy suck !!!!!
wish me luck guys :)